June 10, 2010

My fathers love never places judgment on me,

his loves comes unconditional and unselfishly.

For all the things you've done to show how much you care,

never lets me forget that you will always be there.

I'll never forget all the affection you have showed in so many ways,

faithful to me as a father you’ve never missed a day.

The way you look at me with a twinkle in your eye,

no matter my situation, if I'm laughing or if I cry.

You have taught me the difference between right & wrong,

and as I became a woman, you taught me to be strong.

I'll always be grateful for you being there,

through my struggles and my strife,

because of your encouragement, you've taught me the meaning of life.

Now you raise my little daughters who are so close to your heart,

another little girls whom from their lolo they can’t stand to part.

Just a baby now, you teach them as they grow,

I sit back and I smile because one day they will know,

This special man who they call lolo and papa ,is the one person who’ll be there when they are happy or they are sad.

When they grow there will be no doubt in their mind,

of that one person they loved who never left them behind.

Each day as you look in the mirror I pray that you see,

there’s no one in the world who’ll ever mean more to my sister,my babies,kuya, mama and me.


June 3, 2010

1 heartbreak.
2 eyes crying.
3 words never said again.
4 hands that won't be held.
5 mornings i'll pass him in the halls.
6 love notes ripped and torn.
7 days a week you'll think of him.
8 sad songs at night before you go to sleep.
9 wishes that never came true.
10 years before he realizes that it has always been you...

Mathematically, loving someone is not as easy as simple algebra. you have to love infinitely without limits. but learning to let go someone you love is harder. because the cure cannot be derived and simply does not exist.

It's funny how sometimes you've been doing everything to get out of one place and when you've found the time to leave, it's when you've also found a reason to stay.

never say that someone completes you. we have to feel whole even when we are by ourselves, for needing a certain someone is not love but dependency. wanting a person to become part of your life is the best reason for having them. and you can only want when you know you have enough. so rather than search for someone who will complete you, wait for the person who will complement your completeness.

it's quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness..

when something's over, it's over. it can never start again. when it's broken you can never put back the pieces. life is not the way you want it to be. when you that someone's hurting you so much, just stop. we know that it hurts a lot, but you must learn to let go things. don't push yourself too hard. coz we all know, that in every ending, there's such a thing that we call the beginning..

sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together. maybe it's better if people just give up when there's no point in fighting for something anymore. when the ship has finally sailed, only a fool would go after when it's already miles away. but sometimes, it's a lot better to be a fool to go after what we want and need, rather than to regret everything in the end because we never even tried..